There is no one here to hold me if I need to cry my eyes out. That scares me, and inevitably makes me want to cry my eyes out.
Words Are the feeble attempts we make to capture the wonder around us
“We should make a verbal agreement only to kiss each other” -Say Anything
It all works out the way its supposed to. No matter what she or he or they say. Its about you and your life. Just keep on moving thats what matters cause things can’t change or get better if you aren’t moving.
Its hard to make yourself do something when your heart doesn’t see the point of it.
I am leaking
Letting my love trickle out to anyone
It drips out in tiny drops
Like there are holes in my pipes
Anyone can have some
All they have to do is grab a cup
Or even just cup their hands
Catch it as it slowly flows out of me
It forms in puddles when someone isn’t there to catch it
I hope I don’t dry up
For all my love to just seep out until there’s not a drop left
stay together
learn the flowers
go light
-An excerpt from For the Children
Gary Snyder
I can recognize some of the old parts but its rearranged in a way that when I look in the mirror I see something new. And the unfamiliarity is exciting.
“Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over.”
And this is where I put it all behind me. Take the clean slate I have been handed and run away as fast as I can. And I don’t look back, not even once.
